Some days just feel crazier than others. There are days where I feel like I have my life together... and there are days I question everything that has happened in my life. I know everything happens for a reason but my biggest let down is not putting myself first. I allowed myself to fall into the mercy of others. Even if it ended up crushing my heart and losing myself. Everything I’ve been through... I didn’t give myself enough credit for pulling through. I’ve had many lows but still prioritized others to distract myself from the pain that was eating me from the inside-out. This is my apology from me to me- I’m sorry for not loving you. I’m sorry for allowing others to bring you down. I’m sorry for exposing you to toxic people and not protecting you. Most of all, I’m sorry for losing yourself and becoming someone you didn’t recognize. I can’t take back the past but I promise to never lose your happiness and self worth ever again.